Marina From Norman Wells
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Hi there ,I am doing this for your benifit not mine ,I think that one day you will wish that you had talked to me now ,i have only seen you 3 times since you were 6 ,but when you were in college, I offered to get a transfer up to gp hoping we could have lunch once in awhile ,and give you my living allowance, 900 a week ,you didnt want that,then i got you two a plot of land backing onto a golf course,it just sold again for a lot of cash ,i would have built a duplex condo there for you two ,but you didnt want that ,then i bought a few thousand bucks worth of tools when you were renovating some house ,but you didnt want that
I built a nice old Porsche made the same year you were born the leather alone was 4000.00 ,i was thinking more about your sis for the Porsche and a cool rare wagon to haul doggies and stuff in style,you and your sis would be co owners and i was buying a bungalow to flip ,after i paid for all the renos ,for you ,and hoping to do a couple house flips for you two ,,i was making crazy money and was so happy to be able to maybe make you smile ,but you didnt want that.my life has been feast or famine ,when it was feast time you two are all I thought about ,and when it was famine I still thought about you ,,,such is life ,,,
Last month i wanted to give you some cash just 2500.00 but you couldnt be bothered with me ,
I struggle hard with this aspergers it is not fun trust me ,,and if i had the knowledge that i have now about it ' way back when ' ,all our lives would be different !! ,but i was unaware that i had an ,a.s.d (aspergers) until just awhile back ,,,after i went into every type of therapy and counselling all to figure out how to make a difference with you,somehow ,,I was hard to deal with years ago ,now I know why and I wanted to be kind ,and in the end it all comes down to a dopamine seratonin deficiency and one lousy cheap antidepressant fixed it for the most part ,i can see everything from back then as clear as day now, I am not happy about it believe me,,but,,,I thought I would try one more time ,after this I will not trouble you again ,wish you all the best.
community | long lost relationships
2021-06-18