IN NEED CHRISTMAS

I am a mom of 4 .
I am looking for anyone who can help this Christmas even if it's used toys I can re gift.
Back story . I only get paid once a month and my next pay is end of this month then nothing until after Christmas. My next pay only covers what I have for rent , bills etc and nothing to spare for Christmas I'm reaching for help as I do not have them in my care right now so all the resources wouldn't approve me as I have to have full custody.
Therefore I'm stuck without any help and need to keep a roof over my head .
Please no bashing or judgemental comments . It's my first year without them. Only a visit ( not sure a date ) so I'm alone this Christmas celebrating alone. It's a very heartbreaking year
Just want to be able to gift them things on my visit with them.
I don't drive drop off in dartmouth.
Merry Christmas everyone !